Lying awake in darkness, only wishing we could hold each other's hand and it would never end
I wish you'd tell me, darling, how it feels to lie awake at night knowing that I'll be there in the end
Every step you take is painful and it's leading me to grace

You spit mud in my face and now I'm left here, alone inside this bubble that you made me
You bait me so I don't give up the chase
And even now I don't know if I have given up believing in something that's not worth resurrecting

Maybe after another year, we can see what's on the other side
But after all that I've known, I don't know

Dreaming in circles, holding you farther, yet still closer to my heart
I've never felt so far
It's a vicious cycle when you can't hold on, and yet you can't let go
Why don't you see me? Why can't you just face me?

Its tearing me apart and now I'm left here, alone inside this bubble that you made me
You bait me so I don't give up the chase
And even now I don't know if I have given up believing in something that's not worth resurrecting
Maybe after another year we can see what's on the other side, but after all that I've known, I don't know

I don't know...